[If R ever did show up... Julie isn't sure what she'd do, now. Things have changed, and while she still has some feelings for him, they're nowhere near as intense as they once were. It would kill her to have to break his heart, and she has no idea of what it would do to him, but she can't deny herself things that she wants on a 'maybe'.]
Yeah... it really does. Stupid fucking place. [Never knowing from one day to the next what might come along to mess with their heads. She hates that. Physical dangers are one thing - she can handle those, she's lived her whole life with them - but having her emotions played with... that's something else entirely.
That's something she wants to have some control over.
She scoffs softly at her own thoughts. As if she's ever had any control over anything except those silvery marks on her wrists.
The fire pops and she looks over at it, lifting a hand to tuck her hair behind her ear. She smiles, tilting her head to one side, feeling the tingling of that kiss against her hair running over her skin.]
You know, [Julie says, looking up at him again. She brings her hand up again, higher this time, to slide her fingertips along his jaw.] You're really fucking unfair.
[Then, she leans up, pressing a light kiss to the corner of his mouth.]
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Yeah... it really does. Stupid fucking place. [Never knowing from one day to the next what might come along to mess with their heads. She hates that. Physical dangers are one thing - she can handle those, she's lived her whole life with them - but having her emotions played with... that's something else entirely.
That's something she wants to have some control over.
She scoffs softly at her own thoughts. As if she's ever had any control over anything except those silvery marks on her wrists.
The fire pops and she looks over at it, lifting a hand to tuck her hair behind her ear. She smiles, tilting her head to one side, feeling the tingling of that kiss against her hair running over her skin.]
You know, [Julie says, looking up at him again. She brings her hand up again, higher this time, to slide her fingertips along his jaw.] You're really fucking unfair.
[Then, she leans up, pressing a light kiss to the corner of his mouth.]